Figured it out.. [rewritten]

June 30, 2010 at 11:09 pm (Uncategorized)

Dear Readers,

I have decided to be more honest and forthright.

I have a number of seemingly conflicting interests right now. I have decided to “work” again (for money) and will not have as much time to spend commenting upon these esoteric subjects and how they relate to our world today. In addition, I have not been feeling as much of a creative spark as I once did when I was writing those massive articles, where I believe there is a lot of original material you cannot find elsewhere.

I like the film series I put together, but I really don’t know if a lot of my readers/watchers “got it.” This could be my fault as I decided to hide many connections in between the lines and include some aspects of myself, which may have confused things. It is a very lonely experience being aware of some of the deeper levels of synchronicity and programming and it is my desire to have the viewer think critically rather than passively.

It can also be a bit frightening witnessing my actions here being reflected on a global scale. Many people (including myself sometimes) don’t want to acknowledge that this is happening. Would it not alarm you a bit if the things you put on your blog could initiate a series of terrible events that could ruin life as we know it on this planet?! Well, I guess that’s already happening so I might as well be a bit more confident and see the divine guidance I have been given whilst navigating my way through these avenues of exploration. (check out the comment by Brian about not stopping the flow..)

The things I have seen (like Don’t Go West) cannot be unseen and the various pieces I have produced have altered the course of my life (and perhaps a few others) forever. There are very few people in my life who comprehend the complexity (or simplicity?) of this epic tale. I have quite a few internet friends who appear to be “with me,” but eventually we will need to convert our online relationships into something more tangible if we ever hope to lift ourselves above this growing cesspool (or turn the shit into gold).

Anyone who has been following my work knows that I have tried to leave this game many times, only to be sucked back in. When I wrote that I will release one more video, that will be my intention, but I can make no promises as to when it will come or if it will truly be the last. Something tells me I may be living a very long life and will get the opportunity to create many works of art. I would like for the subject matter of my work to better reflect the inner brightness of my being. I would also like to return to painting and am looking for my very own muse 🙂

I also have a few interviews lined up and will follow through with those. For example, Jeremy/Violator from The Stygian Port could be coming back on the program. I also finally got a hold of Immortal Technique’s press agent and may be having him on the show, which would be great.

I would like to thank everyone out there who has supported this blog. Although I will be less present here, I will continue my work to create a much more beautiful, peaceful, and enlightened world. You do your part and I’ll do mine.



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Worth a Thousand Words

June 27, 2010 at 3:30 pm (Uncategorized)

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Sun Song

June 16, 2010 at 11:59 am (Uncategorized)

Some notes concerning the video:

  • See Staring at the Sun for a general discussion of the contents of the video.
  • If you are looking for the source information for any clips or songs, click on the video and you will find the information in the description. I don’t want to ruin the pretty images with text from my lackluster video editor. If I can, I may re-master this series into a whole documentary.
  • There are almost no overt references to homosexuality, pedophilia, or anal sex in this installment, although many of these movies are loaded. The Celtic Rebel’s Don’t Go West (version 2) should take care of that area of research.
  • In Apocalypto, the “willing warriors” are all painted blue before having their hearts yanked out.
  • The old man who is missing an arm makes me think of Vader and Luke with their machine appendages. It also reminds me of Aerosmith’s “Hole in my Soul.”
  • Many of the events occurring today were predicted by those in the past. Could this mean that they were/are inevitable? How did these people know? How are the groups in power using such “foreknowledge” to their advantage? Could they be doing the planning? What was the significance of the 4/20 Deepwater Horizon explosion?
  • Might have I “predicted” some of these events with articles? Eg, Depth followed by Blood?
  • There is much talk about the sun “waking up” and sending solar storms in the planet’s direction. Perhaps this could destroy communications and electronics, but this could also be a cover story for an operation intended to dismantle the growing network of people planning to take this world back.
  • At the beginning of the movie Pi, Max tells us his story of staring at the sun. At the end of Magnum (big!) PI, Tom asks his foe if he had looked at the rising sun before shooting the unarmed man.
  • In this new technological age it is very difficult to discover the exact causes that lead up to events taking place. People can be set up as scape goats while the real master minds slip through Scot-free.
  • Is the blue genie (djinn) pure evil? Could this be The Genius?
  • Marvel mythology has Jean Gray as an avatar for a cosmic Phoenix force. In the comics, she is wanted by an interstellar empire for diving into a sun, absorbing its energy, and destroying it and the life it supported in the process. She was unaware of her actions at the time. (see Phoenix) Charles tries to remain “in charge” and keep the Phoenix at bay.
  • One of the last images concerning worshiping a vacuum reminded me of megamaid from Space balls (picture). Suck, suck, suck..
  • In The Men Who Stare at Goats, Jeff Bridges character has serious revelations after looking up into the sun and communing with it. He also seems to turn fairly homosexual, although this has not been my experience with the sun’s energies. U2 – Staring at the Sun is also worth a watch.
  • Am I really who I sometimes imagine and dream myself to be? Am I being played by “the order”?

O.T.O. is dedicated to the high purpose of securing the Liberty of the Individual and his or her advancement in Light, Wisdom, Understanding, Knowledge, and Power through Beauty, Courage, and Wit, on the Foundation of Universal Brotherhood.

U.S. Grand Lodge is the governing body of O.T.O. in the United States. It is the most populous and active branch of O.T.O., with 44 [!!!] local bodies in 26 states as of June 2010. (

I really haven’t done enough research into the various orders that exert influence or operate behind the scenes on this planet. If anyone could offer some insight into these groups, I would appreciate your help.

The true and Esoteric Order of the Golden Dawn, founded in 1888, is an extension of the ancient Mysteries of Light. Golden Dawn teachings have remained and influenced thousands who seek a deeper understanding of the Mysteries. Today, the teachings, practices and initiations of the historical Golden Dawn continue. ( (see also

I am sure much of the work I have done has been inspired by members from some of these societies. They might not be as malicious as they have been portrayed, but there is something “mysterious” going on here and I would like to figure it out.

June 17 Update: On Wednesday, June 16th I tried to have Jesse Woodrow back on the radio program, but he was a no-show. I never got to ask him some of my questions concerning Hollywood and questionable Bible passages. For example, here’s a doozy:

Numbers 31:17-18 (King James Version):

17Now therefore kill every male among the little ones, and kill every woman that hath known man by lying with him.

18But all the women children, that have not known a man by lying with him, keep alive for yourselves.

What a gracious, loving, and kind God, eh? And here’s Sex with Children by Talmud Rules (mohel pic). I shouldn’t leave out the third war-like (Gabriel/Satan-inspired?) religion that has been ruining this world: Muhammad, Aisha, Islam, and Child Brides (pic 1 pic 2 pic 3 pic 4). If your God endorses having sex with little children, then he is not my God.

I’d encourage you to listen to the 45-minute window of opportunity given to me by not having my scheduled guest. Not wanting to leave me hanging, my friend ScarredSoul called in at the end.

Blowing Some Steam:

June 19 Update: Music of the sun recorded by scientists – written by a Mr. Gray. One good thing about music? When it hits, you feel no pain. Or so says Bob.

June 22 Update: Huffpo is catching on to this song being sung. Why You Shouldn’t Shun the Sun.

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Proactive Pondering

June 11, 2010 at 10:30 am (Uncategorized)

On Wednesday I had an interview scheduled with Jesse Woodrow, but he did not call in until the last 15 minutes of the 1 hour show because of a misunderstanding. Although I was a bit thrown off course by not having my guest, I decided to talk about anything that was my mind, including but not limited to the following: oil, the apocalypse, Christian conspiracy, race relations, WWII & III, forced evacuations, Hollywood’s terrible nature, and the afterlife. When Jesse drops in, we further discuss the decline of the US and some issues concerning Barack Obama and the Anti-Christ.

Jesse will be back on the program next week for a full discussion, which should be a good one.

(I admit it – I find these cats quite humorous)

It is not enough to simply consider things. One should analyze the various facts and opinions concerning a certain topic, determine how they affect one’s self, and then decide how to act accordingly. Instead of reacting to everything that is thrown in one’s direction, one should take charge of his or her vessel and steer it in the proper direction.

The question then becomes: where do I want to go?

Enjoy the podcast. Hopefully you find something useful in there. Let me know what you think.

Or don’t even listen to it. The choice is up to you!

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Circling the Squares

June 8, 2010 at 9:59 pm (Uncategorized)

Although these are very serious subjects with which I deal, I like to keep things a bit comical. Well, I find myself funny at least. I could be mistaken and perhaps I should be ranting and raving with outrage, but I can’t help but make fun of the silly apes and their various agendas. Besides, there are much larger and older forces at work here and I don’t like to lose.

The New World Order (wrestling stable)

But these guys don’t play fair and they seem to have a much bigger posse than myself. Let’s get pulled into the squared circle for 2 minutes of entertainment to see how a possible match-up might go down. Satire Theory Films presents..

Damn, King Kyle went down. Obama has been getting his ass handed to him so much that it’ll be good for his prestige that he won this little exhibition bout. Already I am hearing cries of foul play and the promoters are doing all they can to schedule a rematch.

Maybe instead of finding an ass to “kick,” Barry should actually do some constructive work.

Thanks to all of the fellow bloggers and readers who link to this site. We are all responsible for the media that flows from our respective hubs and I encourage you all to leave comments on the site or email. Try to keep me in check if you think I need it.

I push buttons. I know.

4 Life.

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