When coming from higher dimensions into lower realms, one needs an avatar with which to operate. In order to better understand this concept, let’s first consider a few definitions of Avatar:
- embodiment: a new personification of a familiar idea; “the embodiment of hope”; “the incarnation of evil”; “the very avatar of cunning”
- the manifestation of a Hindu deity (especially Vishnu) in human or superhuman or animal form; “the Buddha is considered an avatar of the god Vishnu”
- a computer user’s representation of himself/herself or alter ego, whether in the form of a three-dimensional model used in computer games, a two-dimensional icon (picture) or a one-dimensional username used on Internet forums and other communities (1)
One of my avatars has been Ferdinand the Bull. When I first chose to use him, I was not fully conscious of the incredible significance behind his name and lineage. Ferdinand begins with the Fe of Iron and also contains Nandi, the holy bull that Shiva rides.
The first rune of all runic alphabets is Feoh, the primary rune of the first aett. As the first [fe-orst] character, this rune has the meaning of ‘cattle’, with the phonetic value of ‘F’. It has the same meaning as the first characters of the Hebrew and Greek alphabets [Aleph & Alpha] Literally, ‘cattle’ refers to movable wealth. In the traditional and nomadic agrarian societies, the main sign of wealth of an inividual, family, or clan, was the cattle owned… Symbollically, the cattle rune signifies wealth that can be traded or exchanged – negotiable property. Consequently, in mordern English, the rune name appears in the word fee, a payment.
Traditional society relied heavily upon the cow, for milk, meat, hide and horn. This basic nature of the cow is fundamental in Indo-European tradition. The Norse creation myth tells of the primal cow, named Audhumia, whose formative function was to lick the cubic block of crystalline salt which contained the progenitor of humankind.. (Magical Alphabets)
I have been thinking a lot about this cube of life and stumbled across some of the work coming from The Stygian Port in 2009 and proceeded to read a 5 part series, which begins with Heart Shaped Coffin, where Jeremy writes: Mother Earth is seen as square, having “four corners,” and even recent seismic evidence reveals that the center of the earth is not a ball of Iron, but more likely a large Iron cube.” For more on earth’s insides being cubic, see this.
Have a listen to Winter Weather, Solar Storms, and Ferocious Fire for a two-hour show done on 2/3/11 with my friend Ryan, wherein we discuss many of the topics covered in this article and much more.
The veils of Isis are seen above in Jeremy’s collage. These veils could also be seen as a euphemism for the gateway to Isis’s or Pandora’s ‘box’, which makes me think of “beef curtains” and of the Iron Curtain.
Interestingly, women have stereotypically done the “ironing” while the men are out with their buddies hitting golf balls with irons. As I write this, most people are watching the pigskin being tossed around on the gridiron.
So who is the male God? Husband to this Ferocious Fe-male Goddess..
Written vertically from top to bottom, the JHVH tetragrammaton stands for the human body, the image of God. The other three tetragrammatons are secondary, being “by-names” of God… These are said to be derived from a 72-syllabled name of God, composed of 216 characters… Similar traditions also exist in other religions, for example with the customary 42 by-names of Odin in Asatru. [O+D+I+N=42]
But, of course, the correct magical pronunciation of this 72-syllable ineffable name of God was complex, and was lost. According to qabalistic lore, it was rediscovered by certain rabbis around the year 300 CE, who systematized it into the tetragrammaton used today, JHVH. The reduction to four letters was achieved by a variant form of gematria. By gematria, the total value of the tetragrammaton is 26. Yod equals 10; He, 5 and Vau, 6. The values of the letters are added as follows: Yod (10), plus Yod and He (15), plus Yod, He, and Vau (21), plus Yod, He, Vau, and He (26). 10+15+21+26=72, the number of syllables of ‘Shem ha-mephorash.
He was turned to steel
In the great magnetic field
When he traveled time
For the future of mankind
Black Sabbath – Iron Man
Leo the Lion is The Man in the Iron Mask (above middle). The prisoner is helped by Jeremy Irons’ character. He has been imprisoned by his psychotic king brother, similar to how in Philip K. Dick’s exegesis Yahweh is the slightly insane twin who was birthed first.
Down in a hole and I don’t know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You don’t understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who wont let himself be
Alice in Chains – Down in A-Hole
Leo’s character in The Man in The Iron Mask is secretly switched with his evil twin in a coup. The demon king is banished back into his domain.
There’s such a sad love
Deep in your eyes, a kind of pale jewel
Open and closed within your eyes
I’ll place the sky within your eyes
It is no secret that this lower realm is “ruled” by a hidden elite that cannot be easily evaded or fooled. “They” might not like this lifting of the veil for a brief moment.
I would like to apply my analytical abilities toward my own identity and face myself. My name was given to me before conscious memory. KYLE=53. Another word with this same numerical value is CARBON. 53 is the number for Herbie or “Her Bee.”
Harrison’s Surnames of the United Kingdom says major variants Keil, Kile and Kyle, originated from the Celtic word coal, “narrow”, and defines Kyle as “Dweller at the Narrow or Strait.” ‘Kyles’ was a form of skittles (bowling) and some might have been given the name as a nickname. There is a phonetic similarity to the words “kyloe” and “kyley;” one of the small long-horned breed of Highland cattle (Old English cy-leah – cow pasture) (W)
If an indefinite article is added to this name (A KYLE), then the value is 54. There are 54 colored squares on a Rubik’s cube and 54 cards in a deck if jokers are included. At the end of A Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, after Arthur Dent escapes earth’s destruction, a caveman spells out the answer to the universe (“forty two”) during a Scrabble game and then Arthur proceeds to pull random letters from the bag, producing: “What do you get if you multiply six by nine”?
Six by nine. Forty two. That’s it. That’s all there is. I always thought something was fundamentally wrong with the universe.
54 is also the value of LOVE, SUN, PEACOCK, ISLAM, MUAD’DIB, GABRIEL, ORACLE, MAYAN.. and then there’s always Studio 54.
HUNT = 63. I have covered the significance of this name many times. The hunter is seen as Orion in the sky. 63 has the same value as FEATHER, DIVINE, THE BIBLE, AVATAR, DEMONIC, IRISH, IRELAND, KAISER, NORDIC, COMMAND, PUBLIC..
YHVH is how Yahweh is known today and is also 63 in simple gematria. Using the Jewish number system, YHVH is 1116.
KYLE + HUNT = 116 in simple gematria. Other words and phrases with this value are: JAKE SULLY, PRINCE OF PEACE, GOLDEN TIGER, ANGEL OF LIGHT, IRON AND CLAY, MEANING OF LIFE, ROYALTY, BABYLON IRAQ, MIND MASTER, and INSIDE OUT.
There are the lost 116 pages, said to have been translated by Joseph Smith from Angelic Golden Discs, which resulted in the Book of Lehi in 1827. The next translation was different and called The Book of Nephi, which seems to tie into the Nephilim, the fallen angels.
116 could be translated to AAF (as in Alien Ant Farm?) or AP, as in the APple of my I. Or maybe it relates to Apis of Egypt: The Apis bull cult is probably the best known of the three most prominent and divine bull cults, and it is considered to be the most sacred. Herodotus wrote that the Apis was the “calf of a cow which is never afterwards able to have another. The Egyptian belief is that a flash of lightning descends upon the cow from heaven, and this causes her to receive Apis.” (Divine Cults of The Sacred Bulls)
I’m starting to see a kind of self-reflective pattern going on here, as though my name is acting as a fractal, communicating some divine pattern. This seems to be incredibly well-crafted, but how and why? And by whom?
KYLE CHRISTOPHER HUNT = 255. Other phrases with this value: I LOVE THE HARDWORKING BEES, INTUITIONS OF DEER HEART, MEANS THE NAME SHINING MOON, THE HOLY SOPHIA DIVINE GENE, THE BUDDHA IS THE ANTICHRIST, CHANGE HAPPENS BECAUSE OF YOU, HER LAW OF THE HEBREW NATION, YOU DO NOT HAVE FREE WILL, ALL YE WHO MOURN FOR HER, HOLY MOTHER OF I AM THAT I AM, OXIDATION OF THE AGE OF IRON, I AM THAT I AM – GOD OF THE HEBREWS..
My full name [First Middle Last.. hmm, FMLy?] is 1276 in Jewish gematria.
A few other phrases with the same values with Hebrew numbering are: YHVH IS GOD, FATHER WHICH IS IN, WANNABE SON, GOD’S LOVE IS ETERNAL..
What are we seeing here? Well, literally the picture above is from a deleted scene in The Lord of The Rings as Aragorn unveils the Palantir and drops his amulet of love for his elven lady.
As for what I have shown about my name, well it might seem a little random and coincidental, considering so many phrases could be made to add up to 255 and of course I cherry-picked the ones that tie into the story. However, consider that 255 translates directly back to BEE or YE. YE still means THE when used in Olde English titles.. you know, Ye Olde Such and Such. It also is the beginning of Yeshua. Anyone who has been told of the birds and the bees knows that these honey-making creatures are highly symbolic. Jeremy from The Stygian Port quotes from Alchemy Key from an article title Bee Seeing You Through the Veil:
However, the bee also had a very dark side. It remained a primary symbol of the Afro-Asiatic Triple Goddesses such as Demeter, Hecate, Persephone, Aphrodite and the pre-Indo-European aspect of Artemis. Arcadians worshipped both Artemis and Persephone under the name Despoina, which means mistress. Aphrodite, the nymph-goddess of midsummer, would destroy the sacred king by tearing out his sexual organs just as the queen-bee destroys the drone. Her Priestesses displayed a golden honeycomb at her shrine on Mount Eryx. Butes is the most famous beekeeper of antiquity. (Similar to the Bee-keeper Pan. The Bee was the symbol of Egypt, and Beekeeper was the title given to the Pharaoh. – My note) He was a priest to Athene on Mount Eryx who represented the love-god Phanes, son of the Triple Goddess. The Greeks often depicted Phanes as a loudly buzzing bee called Ericepaius. Incongruous with Aphrodite’s beauty, the Greeks also knew her as the Eldest of the Fates, Melaenis or black one, Scotia or dark one (the “Black Madonna” (Beeyonce). – My note), Androphonor or manslayer and Epitymbria, which means of the tombs. (Side note, Scotia was the Egyptian princess (Meritaten, firstborn daughter of Akhenaten) who fled to Ireland and lent her name to the people and land, Scots and Scotia, older terms for Irish and Ireland (also Nova Scotia). – My Note.) Artemis was an orgiastic Nymph like Aphrodite. She was the Maiden of the Silver Bow, which symbolized the new moon. Her male consort received the arrows of death. Besides the bow and bee, her other emblems were the date-palm signifying birth and the stag symbolizing her control of wild things. Artemis’ bees were the melissae priestesses who daubed their faces with gypsum or white clay in honour of the White Goddess. Artemis’ chief priest was, as we may imagine, the king bee. [Jeremy’s notes, not Kyle’s]
255 is 11111111 in binary. It is a full byte.
Am I the King Bee? That doesn’t bode well for me now, does it? Well, maybe it does..
The above scene is from Eyes Wide Shut, where Ethan Hunt goes undercover to find out what is going on behind the curtain.. It also reminds me of Emperor Palpatine from Star Wars. Check out Star Wars Symbol Cycle: A Long Time Ago and the other Star Wars posts by Christopher Knowles for more on how these stories are really the same re-telling of the Isis/Osiris mythology, with slight changes here and there.
MESSIAH | HAISSEM – “Hashem” is another way to say JHVH.
THE LAND OF MILK AND HONEY = 216.
Any delusions of Free Will he harbored now must be merely the prisoner rattling his cage. His curse lay in the fact that he saw the cage. He saw it! ~Narrator, Dune
What? Deny my own oracle? How can I when I’ve seen it fulfilled thousands of times? People call it a power, a gift. It’s an affliction! It won’t let me leave my life where I found it! ~ Muad’dib
Prophecy and prescience — How can they be put to the test in the face of the unanswered questions? Consider: How much is actual prediction of the “wave form” (as Muad’Dib referred to his vision-image) and how much is the prophet shaping the future to fit the prophecy? What of the harmonics inherent in the act of prophecy? Does the prophet see the future or does he see a line of weakness, a fault or cleavage that he may shatter with words or decisions as a diamond-cutter shatters his gem with a blow of a knife? ~ Private Reflections on Muad’Dib by the Princess Irulan
I AM THAT I AM 🙂