Revealing the Master Peace

February 26, 2011 at 3:57 pm (Uncategorized)

When unveiling a big project, it is a good idea to build up some excitement and mystery surrounding the event. Most people don’t really want to see all of the labor and craft that goes into the production of any great piece of art – they want to look at the finished product, give their critique and move on with their lives. However, if the piece of art is truly so beautiful and moving as to make one weep, feel anger, or make some other emotional connection, then that artist has transformed the audience and they can take a piece of the creator with them wherever they go.

(Oscars on Drudge, Shroud of Turin, Maitreya)

On February 25th I did two hours live on Star Theory radio. Ryan McAlister called in during the second hour and we recorded an extra third (bonus!) hour for the archives.

Realignment of Reality and Monsters of Mind:

The show covered a wide range of topics including the veils of Isis, moon monsters and monoliths, the body of Osiris, different aspects of Christianity like Revelations and the crucifixion, dealing with the devil, unrest in Egypt and around the world, how this blog has become synced with world events, and much more.. like Charlie Sheen!

He could throw that speedball by you, Make you look like a fool boy.

It’s really quite odd how much everything seems to tie together with actors’ movie roles, their “real world” lives, and what I write about here at the blog. The “Wild Thing” is donning (dawning) the jersey of the Indians.. the ‘cleave land’ Indians. He is playing the role of the sometimes loved, sometimes hated Avatar. He is also acting the part of the golden god Dionysus, drinking his libations and making love to his goddesses, whilst talking as much shite possible to the producers of the show Charlie made into a massive success. He was crapping out billions of dollars of gold for them – a veritable cash cow – and he knew the stuff was absolute rubbish and only succeeded because of him.

Glory days well they’ll pass you by, Glory days in the wink of a young girl’s eye

The veils of Isis seem to refer to the female furry regions, but the veils could also be referencing eye lids. Take a look at a close up of one eye and you will see that this lubricated fountain can also “cry” tears of joy and actually looks much like a vagina. It is the receptive place where we take in the world.. or where we can be taken in by the world.

Charlie realized that marriage was just not going to work for him after a few tries. He was married to Wild Thing Denise Richards, a dream woman for most men, but he knew this wasn’t going to make him happy. He seems to understand that the societal systems of today seek to enslave people to one another. This is why Charlie is enjoying his goddesses and lounging down in the BaHamAs while everything heats up.

(Iron Man Tony StarK with two Fe-Males)

..or is it? This is Star Theory, so I would like to point out that both Bateman (A Psycho) and Bat(e)man (as played by Christian Ba’al) both used two sexy ladies as a cover story for something else. In the previous examples, psychologist Kyle would suggest that they are seeking to cover up their homosexuality, perhaps even from themselves. Charlie, though.. I think he just likes his ladies. He’s probably right that many people who attack him for his antics are just jealous. It wasn’t like he was asking tabloids to cover this story.

A few definitions of “sheen”

  • shininess: the visual property of something that shines with reflected light (1)
  • splendor; radiance; shininess; To shine; to glisten; beautiful, good-looking, attractive; radiant; shiny (2)
  • production of the colours of the rainbow by the fractioning of light caused by thin films of silvery hydrocarbons a few microns thick. (3)

The above screen capture was taken on January 27th. Apparently Charlie Sheen’s sex life [not his hospitalization] was the top headline for Google. This is pretty telling, especially since Egypt had just begun erupting into full-fledged revolution. And seriously, what’s wrong with Charlie making love with porn stars? He is a grown man – he can do as he pleases with his relationships.

Let’s consider the nature of the word “relationship.” It is a relation ship, or a ship of relations, whether by blood, bond, or business. You will find ships at the ends of many important words like partnership, companionship, stewardship, and craftsmanship.

Ah yes, Russell Crowe as the Master and Commander of his ship – with its masts and crow‘s nest. Needless to say, there is a lot of buggery that goes on aboard such vessels of young, horny, seamen on the poop deck and in the hull.

"Hips Don't Lie"

There’s also much be said about the ship as both a tool and a metaphor for business with its sales/sails. Our own bodies are also vessels that we can steer (see cow) around. When we only use our organic ships, our motion originates with our hips, which is obviously an anagram for ship. Tying in further with the ship metaphor, a mastectomy is when doctors radiate women’s breasts “for cancer” and then cut off the b(r)easts when the radiation has finally taken its cumulative effect.

In court-ship and dating, people become “tied at the hip.” There was a whole movements of hippies, hip hop, hipsters, and countless other examples I’m sure. A master of hips is a master of ships. Various groups are seeking more and more control as to how we birth (berth) our vessels with the doc (dock), how we raise “the fruits of our labors,” the kind of clothing we put around our hips, and how we move from one place to another via our various ships.

When speaking of ships these days I would be remiss in not mentioning space ships and aliens. Charlie Sheen was in a movie about an alien invasion that involved body snatching and infiltration at the highest levels of government. The Master Maitreya is supposed to represent our “Space Brothers” here on earth, so maybe there is something to this line of thinking.

When one becomes addicted to something, it is known as becoming “hooked.” I played rugby for St. Andrews in Scotland one year. I was the #1 (the loose prop) and I had the #2 (the hooker) to my right, trying to rake the ball in so our side could get possession. Yes, yes, I know sports can sound very homosexual with the lingo. Pitcher and catcher doesn’t just refer to positions in baseball, but also “who’s on top.” Hmm, interesting that the missionary position puts the man on top of a woman.

Jesus was known as a fisher of men, but the stories also tell about his affection for the hookers. We are told that Jesus was a god without sexual relations, but I have some different theories as to how Jesus was able to spread his ministry. Perhaps he went around and clandestinely had lots of god-children who would continue his line of powerful genetics. Some of these lineages would likely get wiped out by the church in its various witch hunts.

The church and its power is threatened by people who know how to become god-men like Jesus, or be resurrected as King Osiris – simply by understanding the nature of the Iris(h). I’m being serious (siriOs) about this concept – we have incredible powers that lie within.

I have good dispositions; my life has been hitherto harmless and in some degree beneficial; but a fatal prejudice clouds their eyes, and where they ought to see a feeling and kind friend, they behold only a detestable monster. ~ The Monster, Frankenstein

Lightning brought it to life, but this monster felt alone in a world where there was no one like him. This Osiris was not stitched back together by his lover Isis, but rather by a mad  (Jewish?) doctor Frankenstein, who might have wanted to create himself a golem for protection or a big strong man for his enjoyment.

Although I do not relate too much with him, as some people find me pretty attractive and likable, I can understand his dilemma and feelings being outside of society. And the bottom backsides of my ears look like they were sewn on. Apparently this feature could be related to a heart complication, as the ears and heart are forming around the same time. I don’t think I have a small heart like the green Grinch, though.

As I have mentioned before, I don’t really know who I am as there are still so many pieces still missing from the story. In the months prior to my birth in 1983, Return of the Jedi was released, Planet X was spotted, and apparently a monster ripped through the technology of Montauk and shut down the project. There was some real rage against the machine. Apparently these timewaves (via McKenna) cycle back around after a 27 year cycle. Of course, that is my current age.

Am I saying I am your savior? No, save yourself.

Could I be the Anti-Christ? I did talk a lot about ants in Triumphant Anticipation.. and if the Christ of today is a dead figure on a cross, then I could be the “opposite” of that – living flesh and blood speaking to you.

Do I plan on getting put on a cross? Nope. That’s why I am sharing this information with you, so that you can spread the flames of knowledge far and wide. This time things will be different.

Peace will never come from a central authority that demands it from us. That will only create more and more violence and resistance. Peace itself is an illusory goal that can never be achieved (or at least without disastrous effect) as nature is full of life and death, balancing each other out. There are chaotic forces “out there” capable of tearing apart our vessels and sinking our souls. That is why expert sailing, a strong craft, and a life jacket are needed to maneuver through these wild seas of fate until we arrive at fertile land.

We must choose to rid ourselves of the parasites that feed upon us so that we can become healthy once again, but peace will not be won by battling the external demons alone. First we must overcome the things that hold us back from within. People will easily fall back into a state of natural of grace as they reconcile themselves to their gods and goddesses. Humankind will work together toward a better tomorrow not because we are required to, but because it is our desire to do so.

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Dreams of a Real World

February 21, 2011 at 3:53 pm (Uncategorized)

The apple cannot be stuck back on the Tree of Knowledge; once we begin to see, we are doomed and challenged to seek the strength to see more, not less. ~ Arthur Miller

a SirPent Present

I am on a quest to discover the most sacred of all knowledge – the fountain of youth, the holy grail, the philospher’s stone, etc. I am charting my progress here so that I might leave something of a treasure map for you all to follow, for if I come upon “the answer” (what is the “quest-ion”?) then there’s likely not going to be a way for me to communicate this information back to you in its complete form. I will only be able to leave clues and hints pointing you in different directions, showing you the information that has guided me as I navigate these stormy seas. I’m not saying it’s all correct (core-ect), but it seems to fit together for me. I hope you can all take my work and run with it in ways I never thought possible.

There are many places to begin when considering the apple as a metaphor for sacred knowledge. Let’s take a look.. if you’re not too scared that I might be some kind of demon or serpent that wants to trick you out from your cozy paradise..

Let’s consider how the apple relates to the eye. Originally meaning the central aperture of the eye. Figuratively it is something, or more usually someone, cherished above others. (1) An example of this comes from Deuteronomy 32:1 – He found him in a desert land, and in the waste howling wilderness; he led him about, he instructed him, he kept him as the apple of his eye. Obi-Wan recommended: Your eyes can deceive you; don’t trust them. I recommend not taking advice willy-nilly from movies, tv, books, or blogs without first determining whether or not the material being consumed is healthy.

Things are not the way they used to be,
I [Eye] won’t tell no lie;
One and all have to face reality now.
‘Though I’ve tried to find the answer to all the questions they ask.
‘Though I know it’s impossible to go livin’ through the past –
Don’t tell no lie.

Bob Marley – Natural Mystic

Like Bob Marley, “I want you to know – I’m a rainbow too.” This doesn’t mean that I’m a homosexual – it means that we feed on the light we see around us all day. We can choose what we consume, thereby changing our diet of light, which in turn creates new possibilities for creation. It is important to note that the visible world around us is only part of the story. We only perceive a small fragment of what could be termed “reality.”

Speech is able to carry invisible energy that is picked up by any nearby beings. With the light-speed internet, ideas collide and cReate new possibilities for worlds that we can barely imagine. The future is not set in stone, but rather “up in the air.” To further illustrate the power that lies within each conscious human, the larynx is known as the voice box and Adam’s apple.

Perhaps language was the serpent’s trick. It could have been an evil move to take us away from our more divine nature as telepathic and angelic beings of light, dragging us down into some kind of perverse place that only resembles the former glory that can be recalled in the embryonic/ genetic memory of awakened human beings. Or maybe the serpent was providing our ancestors with knowledge that could eventually enable us to overthrow our collectivized prison and live in a more natural world.

This is the excellent foppery of the world, that, when we are sick in fortune, often the surfeit of our own behaviour, we make guilty of our disasters the sun, the moon, and the stars; as if we were villains by necessity, fools by heavenly compulsion, knaves, thieves, and treachers by spherical predominance, drunkards, liars, and adulterers by an enforced obedience of planetary influence; and all that we are evil in, by a divine thrusting on: an admirable evasion of whore-master man, to lay his goatish disposition to the charge of a star! ~Edmund, King Lear [Real King]

We have been told that the stars are the things we see on the television screen or in the night sky. These stars are all supposed to seem very far away and distant from ourselves in the real world, but yet they stand in for us in the stories of the dream world. These stories predict, shape, and reflect the movements of the world, for better or worse. If you turn on the tube, there will be plenty of things that could indicate the sorry state of affairs of today’s culture.

The red flesh taken from the Tree of Knowledge of Good & Evil could actually be recounting when our ancestors chose, were taught, or forced by external conditions (deluge, quakes, etc) to kill and eat their fellow inhabitants of planet earth, either by hunting for food, clothing, and other products or by capturing animals for domestic uses and eventual slaughter. With the gift of fire (FirE) from Prometheus/ Lucifer/ lightning, early humans were able to cook their meat, sending fragrant scents of burning flesh into the air, eventually enticing dog | god to join in on the festivities, taming the wild nature of the wolf and changing it into something with less bark and bite. There was likely a great deal of intelligence and communication skills that were developed during this time as people fought against each other and the elements to produce or gather enough energy to keep the tribe alive. Now the creatures we once took from the natural world have been turned into genetically modified monstrosities. Life is polluted.

The apple of Eden has likely represented a whole lot of things over the years. Perhaps it was the drinking of blood by people, maybe God didn’t want his children eating fruits with arsenic seeds, or maybe there is something a bit more behind this all..

Of course the apple could be a symbol for the “heart” with its redness and shape, and it definitely relates to sexuality, but possibly it’s referencing some kind of “back door” to God.

Shawty had them Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

~T-Pain [hmm..]

I am no prude. I am not “innocent” and have experienced the wonderful pleasures of the flesh, but I am a man with a mind and most of what I see in the popular culture for women today is utter density.

The women above might appear attractive (like the deceptive, mealy red delicious), but this isn’t the divine knowledge of the sacred feminine and her apple box of joy! All people should strive not to speak out of their asses, lest we become a world full of utter bullshit. And contrary to popular advertising worn over many young anuses, I assure you that the backside is not the “juicy” sacred fruit.

The apple can be symbolic for the vagina and womb of the womb-man, as her flesh surrounds the star seeds. There could have been a foxy redhead attached to the burning bush Moses was speaking to on the holy mountain. I wouldn’t blame him for talking to his God in such a way – in this case, an apple a day really could keep the doctor away.

The apple could also represent the buildings of man. Applying his knowledge of tools and craftsmanship, man was able to conquer nature and separate his space from the outside world. While providing needed shelter, warmth and stability for raising a brood of children, these buildings eventually created walls within our minds, separating us too much from nature and our tribal life. We lost our kingdom. The “Big Apple” is a good example of the simultaneous creativity and degradation that accompanies large-scale group efforts to control the environment and condense human life into small areas.

As in nature, as in art, so in grace; it is rough treatment that gives souls, as well as stones, their luster. ~Thomas Guthrie

The world today does seem an awful lot like hell. Metaphorically (and sometimes literally) we are like my animal friends, caged and then slowly cooked over the fires of “reality,” losing time, energy, and life as we are processed through systems and institutions that seek to destroy the soul and suck any sense of individuality from us, disconnecting us from our divine nature. We may eventually stop lusting after life like we once did – when we were youthful. We may become dull and hollow, slow-cooked on the flames of society, marriage, or one’s “career.” All of these things may one day trap us into a life where we must sacrifice our own individual interests for those of “the greater good” or “the needs of society.”

Nay! That shall not be my fate and neither shall it be yours, as long as we have a say in the matter. We should live with more passion – with fire – and bring this gift of life with us everywhere we go. Then we shall see our goals reflected in the outside world and the kind of society we would like to see with come to fruition. It is only a matter of time here, as this is all quite elementary.

APPLE = 50 in simple gematria (ABC, 123). It holds the same value as AMERICA, BUSH, LION, SNAKE, JOY, NAZI, CIRCLE, FALLEN, CORN, ANIMAL, HUNG, SACRED, BITS, NO DICE.

Phonetically, it can be found in many words. Is it A Pillar or Apple R? It can also be found in Apoliceman, apology, apolitician, apolished helmut. And Morpheus provides Neo with a red pill or Apill, Red. Even our red (iron rich) blood is moved through capillaries. Some people might see this as meaningless connection or conjecture, but unlike Morpheus I do not offer you “the truth” – I do not dare be so presumptuous to offer anything but evidence, theories, and a few myths..

Eurystheus ordered Hercules, as an eleventh labour, to fetch golden apples from the Hesperides, for he did not acknowledge the labour of the cattle of Augeas nor that of the hydra. These apples were not, as some have said, in Libya, but on Atlas among theHyperboreans. They were presented by Earth to Zeus after his marriage with Hera, and guarded by an immortal dragon with a hundred heads.. (2)

Hercules (Heracles) took over the weight of the heavens from Atlas as the titan fetched the apples for him. In some stories Hercules builds the twin pillars to free the strong-man from his eternal punishment. These days Atlas is often portrayed as holding the world (instead of the heavens) upon his shoulder. Perhaps the apple could also represent our very own planet, which has openings (or indentations) at both ends and a star in the middle.

And you know what? Humans also have an outer skin, fleshy inside, openings at the ends, and a star in the middle. How do you like them apples? ~Will

The United States frontier was once separated by the Appalachian mountains, the wild and dangerous fruit that could reward the strong and kill the unworthy. People hike this mountain range to connect back to part of their own spirit that has been lost in this contemporary culture of ours. Oh, and certain energy companies are also blowing up mountain tops and wrecking entire eco-systems to get at the coal underneath.

Oscar Wilde once said, “Society exists only as a mental concept; in the real world there are only individuals.” Interestingly, he also remarked that “Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth.”

Maybe this is why I felt the need for the avatar role – God playing Kyle. Or it could be that I am just Kyle choosing to don a God mask. Either way, I do often feel trapped in this world that I have been creating for myself. And although I am present in a body during the day, contained in various cubes, my spirit can still get out and connect to the source.

Lord, there goes Johnny Appleseed
He might pass by in the hour of need
There’s a lot of souls
Ain’t drinking from no well locked in a factory

Hey – look there goes
Hey – look there goes
If you’re after getting the honey – hey
Then you don’t go killing all the bees

Joe Strummer and the Mescaleros – Johhny Appleseed

Rising genius always shoots out its rays from among the clouds, but these will gradually roll away and disappear as it ascends to its steady luster. ~Washington Irving

I want more, impossible to ignore
Impossible to ignore
They’ll come true, impossible not to do
Impossible not to do

Cranberries – Dreams

“Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.”

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Verses of You and I

February 16, 2011 at 5:55 pm (Uncategorized)

And God said unto Moses, I AM THAT I AM: and he said, Thus shalt thou say unto the children of Israel, I AM hath sent me unto you. (Exodus 3:14)

What a powerful concept. If someone asks you who is in charge, you can say: I AM.

As we are children of the stars, consuming solar energy and being comprised of star dust, we are capable of taking a great deal of charge and using this energy to create the world we want to see around us. One of the most effective ways I have found to connect with the universal energy has been by taking in the light of the sun, our nearest star. It could be considered the reflection of I AM – the MA I, or the eye of the mother. That YHVH is revealed unto Moses in Exodus 3:14 further indicates the importance of the disc when piecing together our story of existence.

You are the sun and moon and stars are you
And I could never run away from you
You try at working out chaotic things
And why, should I believe myself not you?

Radiohead – You

I recently read Frank Herbert’s Dune and Philip K. Dick’s The Divine Invasion and The Transmigration of Timothy Archer. This “fiction” seems to be hitting upon a very deep, divine living truth that is present in our world today for those who wish to find it. Some of the connections I have been seeing, especially lately, have left me seriously questioning this world and my place and purpose within it.

He now had the universe inside him and his own brain outside everywhere. His brain extended into the vast spaces, far larger than the universe had been. Therefore he knew the extent of all things that were himself, he knew it and controlled it. ~ The Divine Invasion

Paul Atreides is the prophecied savior of the people of Dune (Arrakis or “Iraq is”) and he is known to them as Muad’dib (Mahdi). He is also known as the Kwisatz Haderach to the Bene Gesserit, as he is able to access the inner regions of both the male and the female sides, whereas the Sisters are unable to see into the male realms. The Bene Gesserit desire to uncover this knowledge and its associated powers drove them to initiate a long-running genetic breeding program that would yield a male with mental powers capable of bridging space and time.. The Bene Gesserit knew that, not only would their Kwisatz Haderach possess Other Memory on both the male and female side, but that he would be able to predict the future precisely. (Dune Wikia)

As has been previously discussed, there are a number of other books, movies, religions, and myths that tell similar stories. However, there are many people out there who need to have some more solid “proof,” and luckily for us there have been a number of scientific discoveries during the past century that support this idea that people are not only transmitters and receivers of source energy (aka “the force”), but that we also are this energy. Dr. Wilhem Reich and his work with orgone energy could help to illuminate this idea..

Wilhelm Reich…unlike Sir Isaac Newton, Reich was not willing to stand upon the shoulders of giants. He stood only as high as his own experiences would allow, and from this low perch imagined himself to be a lone eagle soaring higher than any other man had ever reached. – Roger M. Wilcox

Orgone energy is an alleged type of “primordial cosmic energy” discovered by Dr. Wilhelm Reich (1897-1957) in the late 1930s. Reich was an Austrian immigrant to the U.S. who had been trained as a medical doctor, psychiatrist, and Freudian psychoanalyst. Reich claimed that orgone energy is omnipresent and accounts for such things as the color of the sky, gravity, galaxies, the failure of most political revolutions, and a good orgasm. In living beings, orgone is called bio-energy or Life Energy.. (Skeptic’s Dictionary)

Orgone energy devices have been shown to successfully instigate rain over land when there is sufficient moisture in the air. This does not require dangerous chemtrails and is relatively inexpensive. This orgone energy could have been harnessed by “natives” in their rain dances and could be done at a large scale to transform this planet back into a great garden. Why is this not happening!?

In The Divine Invasion, Yahweh was defeated and living on another planet for the past few thousand years. In order to defeat the entity that has ruled in his place, keeping humanity caged, Yah impregnates a woman and is smuggled onto Earth, where the final battle plays out. Because of an accident prior to his birth, he forgets his true name and it takes him a while to piece everything together. When he understands his true power, he plans out his defeat of Belial, the builder of labyrinths and prisons, the goat god that wishes to debase everything. Seeing as how couples have kids instead of children today, it is safe to assume that Dick was not speaking of some far off reality.

In order to give more context for this adversarial relationship, let’s consider Timothy Archer’s thoughts:

Zeus punished Prometheus by chaining him and sending an eagle to eat his liver, which regenerated itself endlessly. However, Hercules released him. Prometheus was a friend to mankind beyond any doubt. He was a master craftsman. There is an affinity to the legend of Satan, certainly. As I see it, Satan could be said to have stolen–not fire–but true knowledge of God. However, he did not bring it to man, as Prometheus did with fire. Perhaps Satan’s real sin was that upon acquiring that knowledge he kept it to himself; he did not share it with mankind. That’s interesting . . . by that line of reasoning, one could argue that we could acquire a knowledge of God by way of Satan… Man must assault Satan and seize this knowledge, and take it from him. Satan does not want to yield it up. For concealing it–not for taking it in the first place–he was punished. Then, in a sense, human beings can redeem Satan by wresting this knowledge from him.

In our process of “re-membering” King Osiris let’s consider a somewhat obscure religious sect that existed for a few hundred years in Russia..

One of the basic Khlysty teachings was of the ever-renewing reincarnation of God, or the Lord, in man. This could happen on earth anywhere, and at anytime. The birth at Nazareth, where God became man, was not an isolated event, but was constantly being repeated.

This reincarnation of God in man is only achieved by the total self-denial and submission to the will of the Holy Spirit. This was called the “mysterious death” by which the person dies to all sensations of the flesh, he no longer can sin. He now passes through what was called the “mysterious resurrection.” Once the person has underwent this mystical transformation he shares in the divine abilities to heal, prophesy, raise the dead, rescue souls from hell and lead them to heaven. Also on the day of the Last Judgment he can deliver out rewards and punishments.

This man was thought to be God and man together, a new Christ. (Khlysty)

The first picture shows Kyle Maclachlan (from Twin Peaks) as Paul Atreides in the movie version of Dune. This came out the same year that Kyle Reese was battling the Terminator – 1984 – when I was a baby. The second picture is Kyle Rayner as The Green Lantern (he later takes on the role of Ion). And then we see Muad’dib shown as a green god of the desert. Also, Kyle from South Park always wears a green hat to hide his curly red hair.

The spice ritual from Dune is when a Reverend Mother transforms the poisons from the water of life into an orgiastic drug, which gives enhanced perceptions and is quite similar to what Timothy Archer theorizes the “I AM” or the anokhi to be..

They made mushroom bread out of it. They made a broth from it and drank the broth; ate the bread, drank the broth. That’s where the two species of the Host come from, the body and the blood. Apparently the anokhi mushroom was toxic but the Zadokites found a way to detoxify it, at least somewhat, enough so it didn’t kill them. It made them hallucinate. (and have orgies)

Throughout The Divine Invasion Yahweh is supported by his cosmic counterpart – his other half – the shekhinah to his Godhead. Through her helpful, but sometimes adversarial relationship to Yah, the fairy queen shows him that the world and its people are worth saving. She takes him to her realm and together they create a better place for their people.


At the end of Dune Muad’dib brings waters and peace after years of war.

In the name Gabriel, Kha-Vir- El, according to the ancient Egyptian pronunciation, Ga or Ka show the wish, the feeling and the expressed love; Bir or Vir show the water element. In fact, Gabriel rules the water and the liquids, which form three quarters of the planet. Gabriel is the superintendent of the whole physical kingdom. He’s also called “God’s Hero” and he’s the chief of the ambassadors for the mankind, as well as the Revelation Angel. Majestic, dressed up with rich clothes, in the Christian iconography he’s often portrayed on his knees in front of the Virgin Mary with his arms crossed on his chest or with a parchment, a sceptre or a lily in his hand. He’s also the messenger of good news. Gabriel is the keeper of the creativity expressed in all knowledge fields; he’s the one who opens man’s mind to the genius and beauty understanding, the one who makes – “to conceive” ideas, since to him it belongs everything concerning the conception, both at physical levels and on the ones merely abstract. (Source)

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The Masked Ball of Iron

February 6, 2011 at 8:50 pm (Consciousness, Star Nature, Uncategorized) (, , , )

When coming from higher dimensions into lower realms, one needs an avatar with which to operate. In order to better understand this concept, let’s first consider a few definitions of Avatar:

  • embodiment: a new personification of a familiar idea; “the embodiment of hope”; “the incarnation of evil”; “the very avatar of cunning”
  • the manifestation of a Hindu deity (especially Vishnu) in human or superhuman or animal form; “the Buddha is considered an avatar of the god Vishnu”
  • a computer user’s representation of himself/herself or alter ego, whether in the form of a three-dimensional model used in computer games, a two-dimensional icon (picture) or a one-dimensional username used on Internet forums and other communities (1)

One of my avatars has been Ferdinand the Bull. When I first chose to use him, I was not  fully conscious of the incredible significance behind his name and lineage. Ferdinand begins with the Fe of Iron and also contains Nandi, the holy bull that Shiva rides.

The first rune of all runic alphabets is Feoh, the primary rune of the first aett. As the first [fe-orst] character, this rune has the meaning of ‘cattle’, with the phonetic value of ‘F’. It has the same meaning as the first characters of the Hebrew and Greek alphabets [Aleph & Alpha] Literally, ‘cattle’ refers to movable wealth. In the traditional and nomadic agrarian societies, the main sign of wealth of an inividual, family, or clan, was the cattle owned… Symbollically, the cattle rune signifies wealth that can be traded or exchanged – negotiable property. Consequently, in mordern English, the rune name appears in the word fee, a payment.

Traditional society relied heavily upon the cow, for milk, meat, hide and horn. This basic nature of the cow is fundamental in Indo-European tradition. The Norse creation myth tells of the primal cow, named Audhumia, whose formative function was to lick the cubic block of crystalline salt which contained the progenitor of humankind.. (Magical Alphabets)

I have been thinking a lot about this cube of life and stumbled across some of the work coming from The Stygian Port in 2009 and proceeded to read a 5 part series, which begins with Heart Shaped Coffin, where Jeremy writes: Mother Earth is seen as square, having “four corners,” and even recent seismic evidence reveals that the center of the earth is not a ball of Iron, but more likely a large Iron cube.” For more on earth’s insides being cubic, see this.

Have a listen to Winter Weather, Solar Storms, and Ferocious Fire for a two-hour show done on 2/3/11 with  my friend Ryan, wherein we discuss many of the topics covered in this article and much more.

The veils of Isis are seen above in Jeremy’s collage. These veils could also be seen as a euphemism for the gateway to Isis’s or Pandora’s ‘box’, which makes me think of “beef curtains” and of the Iron Curtain.

Interestingly, women have stereotypically done the “ironing” while the men are out with their buddies hitting golf balls with irons. As I write this, most people are watching the pigskin being tossed around on the gridiron.

So who is the male God? Husband to this Ferocious Fe-male Goddess..

Written vertically from top to bottom, the JHVH tetragrammaton stands for the human body, the image of God. The other three tetragrammatons are secondary, being “by-names” of God… These are said to be derived from a 72-syllabled name of God, composed of 216 characters… Similar traditions also exist in other religions, for example with the customary 42 by-names of Odin in Asatru. [O+D+I+N=42]

But, of course, the correct magical pronunciation of this 72-syllable ineffable name of God was complex, and was lost. According to qabalistic lore, it was rediscovered by certain rabbis around the year 300 CE, who systematized it into the tetragrammaton used today, JHVH. The reduction to four letters was achieved by a variant form of gematria. By gematria, the total value of the tetragrammaton is 26. Yod equals 10; He, 5 and Vau, 6. The values of the letters are added as follows: Yod (10), plus Yod and He (15), plus Yod, He, and Vau (21), plus Yod, He, Vau, and He (26). 10+15+21+26=72, the number of syllables of ‘Shem ha-mephorash.

He was turned to steel
In the great magnetic field
When he traveled time
For the future of mankind

Black Sabbath – Iron Man

Leo the Lion is The Man in the Iron Mask (above middle). The prisoner is helped by Jeremy Irons’ character. He has been imprisoned by his psychotic king brother, similar to how in Philip K. Dick’s exegesis Yahweh is the slightly insane twin who was birthed first.

Down in a hole and I don’t know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You don’t understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who wont let himself be

Alice in Chains – Down in A-Hole

Leo’s character in The Man in The Iron Mask is secretly switched with his evil twin in a coup. The demon king is banished back into his domain.

There’s such a sad love
Deep in your eyes, a kind of pale jewel
Open and closed within your eyes
I’ll place the sky within your eyes

It is no secret that this lower realm is “ruled” by a hidden elite that cannot be easily evaded or fooled. “They” might not like this lifting of the veil for a brief moment.

I would like to apply my analytical abilities toward my own identity and face myself. My name was given to me before conscious memory. KYLE=53. Another word with this same numerical value is CARBON. 53 is the number for Herbie or “Her Bee.”

Harrison’s Surnames of the United Kingdom says major variants Keil, Kile and Kyle, originated from the Celtic word coal, “narrow”, and defines Kyle as “Dweller at the Narrow or Strait.” ‘Kyles’ was a form of skittles (bowling) and some might have been given the name as a nickname. There is a phonetic similarity to the words “kyloe” and “kyley;” one of the small long-horned breed of Highland cattle (Old English cy-leah – cow pasture) (W)

If an indefinite article is added to this name (A KYLE), then the value is 54. There are 54 colored squares on a Rubik’s cube and 54 cards in a deck if jokers are included. At the end of A Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, after Arthur Dent escapes earth’s destruction, a caveman spells out the answer to the universe (“forty two”) during a Scrabble game and then Arthur proceeds to pull random letters from the bag, producing: “What do you get if you multiply six by nine”?

Six by nine. Forty two. That’s it. That’s all there is. I always thought something was fundamentally wrong with the universe.

54 is also the value of LOVE, SUN, PEACOCK, ISLAM, MUAD’DIB, GABRIEL, ORACLE, MAYAN.. and then there’s always Studio 54.

HUNT = 63. I have covered the significance of this name many times. The hunter is seen as Orion in the sky. 63 has the same value as FEATHER, DIVINE, THE BIBLE, AVATAR, DEMONIC, IRISH, IRELAND, KAISER, NORDIC, COMMAND, PUBLIC..

YHVH is how Yahweh is known today and is also 63 in simple gematria. Using the Jewish number system, YHVH is 1116.


There are the lost 116 pages, said to have been translated by Joseph Smith from Angelic Golden Discs, which resulted in the Book of Lehi in 1827. The next translation was different and called The Book of Nephi, which seems to tie into the Nephilim, the fallen angels.

116 could be translated to AAF (as in Alien Ant Farm?) or AP, as in the APple of my I. Or maybe it relates to Apis of Egypt: The Apis bull cult is probably the best known of the three most prominent and divine bull cults, and it is considered to be the most sacred. Herodotus wrote that the Apis was the “calf of a cow which is never afterwards able to have another. The Egyptian belief is that a flash of lightning descends upon the cow from heaven, and this causes her to receive Apis.” (Divine Cults of The Sacred Bulls)

I’m starting to see a kind of self-reflective pattern going on here, as though my name is acting as a fractal, communicating some divine pattern. This seems to be incredibly well-crafted, but how and why? And by whom?


My full name [First Middle Last.. hmm, FMLy?] is 1276 in Jewish gematria.

A few other phrases with the same values with Hebrew numbering are: YHVH IS GOD, FATHER WHICH IS IN, WANNABE SON, GOD’S LOVE IS ETERNAL..

What are we seeing here? Well, literally the picture above is from a deleted scene in The Lord of The Rings as Aragorn unveils the Palantir and drops his amulet of love for his elven lady.

As for what I have shown about my name, well it might seem a little random and coincidental, considering so many phrases could be made to add up to 255 and of course I cherry-picked the ones that tie into the story. However, consider that 255 translates directly back to BEE or YE. YE still means THE when used in Olde English titles.. you know, Ye Olde Such and Such. It also is the beginning of Yeshua. Anyone who has been told of the birds and the bees knows that these honey-making creatures are highly symbolic. Jeremy from The Stygian Port quotes from Alchemy Key from an article title Bee Seeing You Through the Veil:

However, the bee also had a very dark side. It remained a primary symbol of the Afro-Asiatic Triple Goddesses such as Demeter, Hecate, Persephone, Aphrodite and the pre-Indo-European aspect of Artemis. Arcadians worshipped both Artemis and Persephone under the name Despoina, which means mistress. Aphrodite, the nymph-goddess of midsummer, would destroy the sacred king by tearing out his sexual organs just as the queen-bee destroys the drone. Her Priestesses displayed a golden honeycomb at her shrine on Mount Eryx. Butes is the most famous beekeeper of antiquity. (Similar to the Bee-keeper Pan. The Bee was the symbol of Egypt, and Beekeeper was the title given to the Pharaoh. – My note) He was a priest to Athene on Mount Eryx who represented the love-god Phanes, son of the Triple Goddess. The Greeks often depicted Phanes as a loudly buzzing bee called Ericepaius. Incongruous with Aphrodite’s beauty, the Greeks also knew her as the Eldest of the Fates, Melaenis or black one, Scotia or dark one (the “Black Madonna” (Beeyonce). – My note), Androphonor or manslayer and Epitymbria, which means of the tombs. (Side note, Scotia was the Egyptian princess (Meritaten, firstborn daughter of Akhenaten) who fled to Ireland and lent her name to the people and land, Scots and Scotia, older terms for Irish and Ireland (also Nova Scotia). – My Note.) Artemis was an orgiastic Nymph like Aphrodite. She was the Maiden of the Silver Bow, which symbolized the new moon. Her male consort received the arrows of death. Besides the bow and bee, her other emblems were the date-palm signifying birth and the stag symbolizing her control of wild things. Artemis’ bees were the melissae priestesses who daubed their faces with gypsum or white clay in honour of the White Goddess. Artemis’ chief priest was, as we may imagine, the king bee. [Jeremy’s notes, not Kyle’s]

255 is 11111111 in binary. It is a full byte.

Am I the King Bee? That doesn’t bode well for me now, does it? Well, maybe it does..

The above scene is from Eyes Wide Shut, where Ethan Hunt goes undercover to find out what is going on behind the curtain.. It also reminds me of Emperor Palpatine from Star Wars. Check out Star Wars Symbol Cycle: A Long Time Ago and the other Star Wars posts by Christopher Knowles for more on how these stories are really the same re-telling of the Isis/Osiris mythology, with slight changes here and there.

MESSIAH | HAISSEM – “Hashem” is another way to say JHVH.


Any delusions of Free Will he harbored now must be merely the prisoner rattling his cage. His curse lay in the fact that he saw the cage. He saw it! ~Narrator, Dune

What? Deny my own oracle? How can I when I’ve seen it fulfilled thousands of times? People call it a power, a gift. It’s an affliction! It won’t let me leave my life where I found it! ~ Muad’dib

Prophecy and prescience — How can they be put to the test in the face of the unanswered questions? Consider: How much is actual prediction of the “wave form” (as Muad’Dib referred to his vision-image) and how much is the prophet shaping the future to fit the prophecy? What of the harmonics inherent in the act of prophecy? Does the prophet see the future or does he see a line of weakness, a fault or cleavage that he may shatter with words or decisions as a diamond-cutter shatters his gem with a blow of a knife? ~ Private Reflections on Muad’Dib by the Princess Irulan



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